hurry up and tell me im worthless already.

i did not hear from the job. I am convinced this means they hired someone else and think I am the most worthless human they have evr met. Whitey says i should calm the fuck down and wait until lunch time wednesday and call them (they said they would get back to me this past friday or today). I think i'll die of high blood pressure or anticipationitis or something by then. Blah.