holy shit

holy shit! new orleans is a fucking lake and coastal mississippi is now... just a coast. It's funny how nature in reality has no rhyme or reason, but sometimes it seems to say "YOU WANNA FUCK WITH ME?@! YOU ASSHOLES HAVE BEEN DEFILING MY LAND FOR TOO LONG! GET THE HELL OFF YOU GREEDY WHORES!#$@#!" It always makes me think about the bittersweet nature of the development of civilization. One the hone hand, it's good for us to further ourselves and innovate, but on the other hand, it's bad for the earth. It's also fleeting... All these things that took us years to build were flattened in a matter of hours by some freaking winds. The thing I keep going back to is all the cool things my mom told me about thier vacation at bay saint louis and the pictures on the news of nothing but coast dotted by a few broken buildings there. It's like those wood and brick two story buildings were no more than a measly house of cards.... wierd.

I didn't really want to get paid anyways....

Paperwork is taking so long these days that I am almost seriously considering just saying "fuck it" and not getting paid despite working 35-40 hours per week.
This officially sucks.
I would seriously bake some cookies if someone could give me a program that would search through my notes for the information needed for billing and do my daily activity sheets and my timesheet for me.

abbreviated musings

When you really peel back all the layers and get deep into why someone has emotionally unhealthy habits... The answers you get will blow your mind.

don't tell anyone....

But i've been promising the spiders outside the house juicy flies if they will come inside and scare my husband to the edge of insanity.

the hosebeast has awoken!

RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA GIVE FOOD.
@#@#($*!~!)@#$(*$ HATE MORNINGS.
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr WHY CLOTHES AND PHONE AND OTHER THINGS I NEED SMARTER THAN ME? WHY THEY ALWAYS HIDE?
RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR ME NICE GIRL! WHY YOU LOOK AT ME LIKE ME MONSTER?!